I don't know what to do, I don't know how to go about it.
I feel completely helpless.
I always want to be the guy with the solution, the answer to the problem...I like to fix things. I like to be the exception, and the one that gives light to the situation.
It's so hard to be looked at like the thing you hate the most..and tonight that is my reality.
I know some good will come out of this, but right now it just hurts...like poison that creeps through you slowly till it takes you over.
God help me to see the light in this. Guide me.